He snatched my soul
With his eyes
Fucked my mind
With his words
Left me soaking
In a pool of HIS love
Till he —
Dis-a-fucking-ppeared.
I mean
I get it
He had a fine lil thang
He called his girl
And I was just a blip
In their little world
But I thought
Maybe
Just maybe
There would be space
For a little loving
Just for me.
Am I too crazy
For thinking this way?
I mean, the way he held me that one night
Was enough to send me soaring past Mars
And yet my gentleness and kindness
And truthfulness
And bad bitch-ness
Wasn’t enough to make him stay
For a little while longer
I wonder if he thinks about me when she’s sucking his dick.
Is that too crude for me to think that way?
Does that make me sound like less of a woman
To make fun of the time he made me feel like a woman
Like a whole woman –
Like the fuck was all that for?
Had me high and dry and
feeling like I had a chance at a fun love life
With him.
How dare you
Snatch my soul with your eyes
Fuck me senseless with your words
And leave me in this empty pool of what was your love?
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Edited by: Ava Emilione
"And yet my gentleness and kindness
And truthfulness
And bad bitch-ness
Wasn’t enough to make him stay
For a little while longer" hit me like a ton of bricks